OMG i havent posted for ages!!! wow i miss blogging. i took up a tumblr blog recently but its not as fun. 

Anyway not much has happened though. me and zac are still together, e is still my best friend. But  i am Wiccan. I went on a spiritual journey this holidays and there was no denying it. 

Anyway im considering making a new totally wiccan blog. and keep this one. tlk soon.

harry potter land.

I am very very bored and have nothing to do coz i finish school in 2 more days and like were going to finish anywork anyways,, so im here sitting in the library being very bored on my laptop thinking about something interesting to write. And as i said there is like nothing.. 

So ive just been reading teganontoasts blog and omg  omg its good to know that there are some other harry potter nerds out there too. lol i used to be soooooo obsessed with harry potter and when i tell my friends they are like ur a wierdo and im just like yer well,, get used to it and all.. so im a very very big harry potter fan still to this day, i mean for my bday this year (i turned 14) i made all my friends come with me to the new harry potter movie even though they like really really didnt want to see it... so yer lol.

Anyway back to the topic of why harry potter is so awesome here are my reasons:

• its magic,, derrr that is just so awesome, i mean i would love to like wave a wand and get what i want lol.
• Hogwarts, imagine what it would be like to live there i mean in the common rooms and always hanging out with your friends (even though you would miss your family) and then the rooms look so cool lol.
• Homework,, ohk ohk yes this should be a bad thing but seriously if its all magic i reckon that the homework would actually be interesting dont u??
• OMG Honey dukes and Hogsmede, wow what i would give to go to honeydukes.................. sorry just off in a fantasy.
• Owls, i want one, seriouslly i would kill for an owl as a pet and to send messages to my friends,, so wow.
• Broomsticks,, i mean the only time we get to fly is like on a plane,, sooo unmagical.

And then there would be the things id hate about the harry potter world:

• no music, well i guess you wouldnt be able to know the difference if you were born in that world, but wouldnt you like know that something was missing from your life.
• Curses, i think to start off with id always be scared that someone that hated me would like curse me behind my back.. eeeppp
• Professer Snape, how did you guess lol, i mean hed be a cool teacher but if hes going to be like that all the time i think i would just drive you insane.
• Voldemort,, im scared already just thinking about him. hes like the worst sort of killer there is, i mean hes a killer who has so much power he doesnt even have to touch someone to kill him,, and he killed like almost everyones parents or grandparents soo umm yerr. no.

Well thats all i really have to say,, but as you can see i really love harry potter lol. Check out these awesome fan artworks.

Dollhouse.

I’m just a girl, you’re just a boy

This is my heart, it’s not a toy

So what’s with you playing with my mind

We used to be cool, this used to be love

Now it’s become, something like a job

Like it or not, maybe things were changing right before our eyes

I tried to be a picture perfect girl

But you were in your own fantasy world

Tryna control me like some kind of Barbie

but that just ain’t me

Cause I ain’t a doll, this aint a dollhouse

You’re way too old to be, puttin me down like this

and playing around like this

I ain’t a doll, this ain’t a dollhouse

No, I could never be, stuck living life like this

behind these four walls,cause I ain’t a doll

You call the shots, right down to my shoes

I liked what you liked cause you told me to

And i don’t think that you could even tell

I fell out of love, but it never showed

I gave up on us so long ago

But you’ll never know

baby don’t pretend like you know me so well

I tried to be a picture perfect girl

but you were in your own fantasy world

try to control me like some kind of Barbie

but that just ain’t me

I ain’t a doll, this ain't a dollhouse

You’re way too old to be, puttin me down like this

and playing around like this

I ain’t a doll, this ain’t a dollhouse

No, I could never be, stuck living life like this

behind these four walls,cause I ain’t a doll

I’ll never be made of plastic

So glad that my heart’s elastic

No matter what you do

I’ll bounce back offa you

Cut me but I’m not bleeding

I tried to be a picture perfect girl

but you were in your own fantasy world

tryna to control me like some kind of Barbie

but that just ain’t me

I ain’t a doll, this ain't a dollhouse

You’re way too old to be, puttin me down like this

and playing around like this

I ain’t a doll, this ain’t a dollhouse

No I could never be, stuck living life like this

Behind these four walls, I ain’t a doll

And I come with imperfections

Epitome of perfection

if you can’t understand, loving the way I am

then you’re no good for me, so glad i kept my receipt 

Kiss me.

Kiss me out of the bearded barley. 

Nightly, beside the green, green grass. 

Swing, swing, swing the spinning step. 

You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress. 

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight. 

Lead me out on the moonlit floor. 

Lift your open hand. 

Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance, 

Silver moon's sparkling. 

So kiss me. 

Kiss me down by the broken tree house. 

Swing me upon its hanging tire. 

Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat. 

We'll take the trail marked on your father's map. 

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight. 

Lead me out on the moonlit floor. 

Lift your open hand. 

Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance, 

Silver moon's sparkling. 

So kiss me