harry potter land.

I am very very bored and have nothing to do coz i finish school in 2 more days and like were going to finish anywork anyways,, so im here sitting in the library being very bored on my laptop thinking about something interesting to write. And as i said there is like nothing.. 

So ive just been reading teganontoasts blog and omg  omg its good to know that there are some other harry potter nerds out there too. lol i used to be soooooo obsessed with harry potter and when i tell my friends they are like ur a wierdo and im just like yer well,, get used to it and all.. so im a very very big harry potter fan still to this day, i mean for my bday this year (i turned 14) i made all my friends come with me to the new harry potter movie even though they like really really didnt want to see it... so yer lol.

Anyway back to the topic of why harry potter is so awesome here are my reasons:

• its magic,, derrr that is just so awesome, i mean i would love to like wave a wand and get what i want lol.
• Hogwarts, imagine what it would be like to live there i mean in the common rooms and always hanging out with your friends (even though you would miss your family) and then the rooms look so cool lol.
• Homework,, ohk ohk yes this should be a bad thing but seriously if its all magic i reckon that the homework would actually be interesting dont u??
• OMG Honey dukes and Hogsmede, wow what i would give to go to honeydukes.................. sorry just off in a fantasy.
• Owls, i want one, seriouslly i would kill for an owl as a pet and to send messages to my friends,, so wow.
• Broomsticks,, i mean the only time we get to fly is like on a plane,, sooo unmagical.

And then there would be the things id hate about the harry potter world:

• no music, well i guess you wouldnt be able to know the difference if you were born in that world, but wouldnt you like know that something was missing from your life.
• Curses, i think to start off with id always be scared that someone that hated me would like curse me behind my back.. eeeppp
• Professer Snape, how did you guess lol, i mean hed be a cool teacher but if hes going to be like that all the time i think i would just drive you insane.
• Voldemort,, im scared already just thinking about him. hes like the worst sort of killer there is, i mean hes a killer who has so much power he doesnt even have to touch someone to kill him,, and he killed like almost everyones parents or grandparents soo umm yerr. no.

Well thats all i really have to say,, but as you can see i really love harry potter lol. Check out these awesome fan artworks.

Dollhouse.

I’m just a girl, you’re just a boy

This is my heart, it’s not a toy

So what’s with you playing with my mind

We used to be cool, this used to be love

Now it’s become, something like a job

Like it or not, maybe things were changing right before our eyes

I tried to be a picture perfect girl

But you were in your own fantasy world

Tryna control me like some kind of Barbie

but that just ain’t me

Cause I ain’t a doll, this aint a dollhouse

You’re way too old to be, puttin me down like this

and playing around like this

I ain’t a doll, this ain’t a dollhouse

No, I could never be, stuck living life like this

behind these four walls,cause I ain’t a doll

You call the shots, right down to my shoes

I liked what you liked cause you told me to

And i don’t think that you could even tell

I fell out of love, but it never showed

I gave up on us so long ago

But you’ll never know

baby don’t pretend like you know me so well

I tried to be a picture perfect girl

but you were in your own fantasy world

try to control me like some kind of Barbie

but that just ain’t me

I ain’t a doll, this ain't a dollhouse

You’re way too old to be, puttin me down like this

and playing around like this

I ain’t a doll, this ain’t a dollhouse

No, I could never be, stuck living life like this

behind these four walls,cause I ain’t a doll

I’ll never be made of plastic

So glad that my heart’s elastic

No matter what you do

I’ll bounce back offa you

Cut me but I’m not bleeding

I tried to be a picture perfect girl

but you were in your own fantasy world

tryna to control me like some kind of Barbie

but that just ain’t me

I ain’t a doll, this ain't a dollhouse

You’re way too old to be, puttin me down like this

and playing around like this

I ain’t a doll, this ain’t a dollhouse

No I could never be, stuck living life like this

Behind these four walls, I ain’t a doll

And I come with imperfections

Epitome of perfection

if you can’t understand, loving the way I am

then you’re no good for me, so glad i kept my receipt 

Kiss me.

Kiss me out of the bearded barley. 

Nightly, beside the green, green grass. 

Swing, swing, swing the spinning step. 

You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress. 

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight. 

Lead me out on the moonlit floor. 

Lift your open hand. 

Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance, 

Silver moon's sparkling. 

So kiss me. 

Kiss me down by the broken tree house. 

Swing me upon its hanging tire. 

Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat. 

We'll take the trail marked on your father's map. 

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight. 

Lead me out on the moonlit floor. 

Lift your open hand. 

Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance, 

Silver moon's sparkling. 

So kiss me 

I luv this girl :)

Peaches Geldof.

Peaches Honeyblossom Michelle Charlotte Angel Vanessa Geldof.

16 March 1989

London, England, UK.

Daughter of: Bob Geldof  and Paula Yates.

"I hate ridiculous names, my weird name has haunted me all my life. I hate being called spoilt. My life is ordinary. I also hate being famous because people claim to know me because of my surname."

"People are going to hate me for saying this, but I can see where parents are coming from when they impose a curfew. Since I turned sixteen, Dad's been quite reasonable and extended it to one in the morning. But I don't go out at all on weeknights because I have to get up at, like, seven."

Forever Fridayy

Am so bored right now!!!!,, im like supposed to be doing some resort eco package thingy for school  but like its friday arvo and i really cant be bothered. Anyways so im might be going out tonight (yaya) get away from everything and just have fun for a few hours,, orrrrrrrr i could end up going to bunnings if i stay home,, so i think ill go out :P

Well nothing much is really going on,, my life is actually starting to turn really boring,, and my best friend E has gone on holidays AGAIN for like 4 days and im stuck with the one girl i cannnot stand!!!!!!   Oh and i just finished reading PINK by Lili wilkinson, it was a really good book actually,, id give it about a 9/10. Its like a twisted (in a good way) love story..

Well im not sure what im doing this weekend, just chilling i guess...

1 week left of school!!!!!!!!!

i am soooo happy, cant wait to get out of here, but yes i will miss everyone (except for those i wont miss ) and i will realllyyyyyyy miss Z when he goes on holidays for like 2 weeks.. but i guess there is xmas presents to make up for that.. hehe.

I love him so much, he means everything to me,, anyways, getting on to something else, even thought there is liek nothing to talk about on a boring friday afternoon like this one..

anyways so i think im going to go an like talk to alexis or georgia,, soo byeee 

xxILEExx

Just Because I Love You.....

Naww arent these just soo sweet, i really love the one about the phone and all coz its sooo cute, anyways as you can see i blabble on when im bored so yes i better go before i say anything stupid. hehe

love ya 

xxxCourtneyxxx

Thunderstrukk Thursdayy

Last night i was bored, so i decided to take some photos. These are of me in a dress i bought like ages ago and it was like ferel so i cut the bottom and made it shorter and just put some ribbon on it and fixed the layers..

Also i have pics where i kinda made it a bit more edgyy with a leather jacket and everything so it looks fair cool. hope u like it :)

Masquerade Mondayy

Secrets,, everyone has them, not always their own, and they can ruin everything,,

And at the moment i have a big secret, not one of those little immature ones, but a proper one, sure you think im bragging but you have no idea. And dont even ask what it is coz ill just make up something,,,

Let me give you a hint,, this secret could ruin almost everything me and my bestfriends have,, alot of friendships and all of peoples trust....  

its soo wierd having this sort of thing,, maybe even a power as such to ruin everything in like a blink of an eye....

Naming the dayyyss

Good Morning!! I am bored and am going to start a new blogging habit...

each day is like gonna be called something so it will be easier for me to write about...

here goes:

Masquerade Monday

Timeturner Tuesday

Watcha Doing Wednesday

Thundersruck Thursday

Forever Friday

 Sexy Saturday

Sleep ins on Sunday

So this could turn out well or could be disasterous,, i guess we will have to see......

Ted's Dapto Chair

Right, i see my problem, i need more pictures on my blog coz at the moment it looks all boring and pooey.

These are my favourite pics at the moment,,

So in class there was a huge joke about page 9, but it was a 'you had to be there' thing.

And then there was Ted's Dapto chair and Fatcrap's way of reading a book.

We are reaaalllllyyyy wierd if you havent already noticed.

So hope you had a nice day,, well i did except for the fact i have no earphones and need some coz matt stole mine,, well yer anyways...

xxxcourtneyyxxx

New blogging habits.

Heyy,, i dont know how long its been since i last posted but all i can say is im sick of the drama so i will be bloging about random sweet things in life that dont really matter but make everything happier.

ive read my 2 fave blogs so many times

http://teganontoast.blogspot.com

http://erinsteaparty.blogspot.com

and they inspire me so much,, i would really like to know where they get their beautiful amazing photos from.

anyways, i have decided to make some of my own....

here goes nothing....

Finally the truth...

Ohk its taken me a while to get all this right,, because i dont want to blame anything thing on innocent people that didnt do anything,, like Sam lol. jks jks.

Ohk so we will start from Friday night. Well we all went skating, me E, L, Dm, Jw, Jh, Dv, but not Z and C and Dl.

So we were there and it started as i couldnt skate and kept falling on my butt so Dv kinda helped me and taught me how to skate. And that was all fun and all,, then Dm decided to talk to me so we were hanging out and skating around. He went to hug me but his friend pulled him away. So we just kept talking. Anyway NOTHING happened between him and me that night. 

But "someone" rang Z and told him that me and Dm were up in a dark corner together but you couldnt see the distance between us. So Z rang me on fatcraps phone and had like a screaming things at me,, AND I DIDNT EVEN DO ANYTHING!!

I asked E, my best friend, who had called Z and she said she didnt know anything about it. The thing is that when i told Jh what had happened, he went to L and asked her if she did it and if she had credit, but she said she didnt.

She is such a liar, the thing is Jh left and then texted L and she replied to him, even after saying she had no credit. And then i was texting Z that night on my mums phone and he told me that L and E had called him.

But im like so mad coz E whos like my best friend said she knew nothing about it at all.

So yer thats wat happened. Seriously im like so mad,, L has no right to come barging into my relationship with Z and make up crap thats not true.

I have one thing to say to her and its get a life, your own life and just stay out of mine, i wouldnt do that to you but i tell you now if you ever thought there was a chance of us been friends before, there definetly isnt now.

So i have no idea what im going to do this Friday,, i mite go out,, idk yet.

ily all 

xoxox Courtney xoxox

Fly,

One day i wanna fly, 

Fly away to another world, 

where there is no drama and no confusion

on who i love.

I wanna be in love with the one person

and not have that feeling fade.

To be in love and never

be heartbroken again

Just me and you,

a dream come true...

Laguna Beach - remake...

OMG i am so mad right now, i know you probably dont care or want to know about me and my angryness but i have to get it out somehow.

Well were in that space class and im sitting here so mad, keeping my self away from L before i like attack her or something. ohk so it started about 5 months ago because there was a huge drama with L and Z going out and me liking Z and taking him off her (so maybe u think im a bitch, but u have to hear the whole story), anyway when me and Z started out, L hated me, besides we were like best friends before this. And then me and Z started going out and L was like getting in the way of everything. But now me and Z are like perfect and he kinda has nothing to do with L, but she is one of E's best friends and so am i which makes like EVERYTHING so dramatic and difficult.If you've ever seen Laguna Beach, thats kinda like the drama at school :P

So there was about a month or two that we went though where L and E were like hanging out HEAPS and almost kinda excluding me, but then L went and hung out with like other people leaving our group all together for a while. So me and E have been spending like 3 days together or watever and L thinks im taking E away from her, im not i mean WTF im sik of everyones crap, i have enough of my own without people that have nothing to do making more. 

well i must say i feel a bit better now. 

So watever happens happens. But i will not take crap thats exactly that, CRAP.

so ill be bak later, hopefully in a better mood. so im gonna go now. 

ILY 

xoxCourtneyyxox

i keep thinking.

I keep thinking how much i love talking to you

How good you look when you smile

How much i love your laugh

I daydream about you on and off

Replaying pieces of our conversation

Laughing at the funny things

That you said or did.

Ive memorised your face

And the way you look at me

I catch myself smiling again at what i imagine

I wonder what will happen the next time

We are together, and even 

Though neither of us know what the future hols

I know one thing for sure

You're the best thing that has happened to me 

And I LOVE YOU!! :)    <3

pooey mood.

Good morning!!

ohk so if you dont' know,, i am grounded, well not grounded as such but i cant use msn/myspace/home phone and i have my mobile taken off me :( but i am at least allowed to go rollerskating on friday.. yay lol. 

Anyway now im sitting in class while they are talking about space,, and M is like dancing,,, *normal??* and now he wants to go home and watch Star Wars

OMG AND NOW FOR THE GREAT NEWS!!

E is home!! yay omg i missed her so much, but as someone said,, there was no drama or issues when she was gone, which was true but oh well,, shes always there to wipe away peoples tears, which is more than i can say for other people.

anyway im kinda in a pooey mood and tired and hungry,, so im going to go before i start bitching even more.

ilee

be bak laters when im feeling better.

xoxox Courtneyy

Rules of Love ❤

Kiss on the lips : i love you :)

Kiss on the cheek : friendship

Kiss on the ear : you are special

Kiss on the nose : laughter

Kiss on the forhead : i comfort you

Kiss on the neck : i want you

kiss on ther shoulder : you are wonderful

Kiss anywhere else : be careful

Play around with hair : i cant live without you

Holding Hands : Happiness

Arms around waist : you are mine, i need you.

A hug : i care

Nibble on the ear : start warming up.

Smiling at each other : i like you

Lifting eyebrows/wink : flirtation

Looking around : hiding true feelings.

Tender kiss on the side of your lips : you're mine

Wetting your lips : waiting for a kiss

Teardrop : im losing you

Crying : i lost you :(

grrrrr

Well how are you today, ill tell you how i am, im bored, yes, BORED. my best friend E is still on holidays and i miss her so much. its really wierd here without her, just something will go wrong with one of my other friends or Z and me(whic it did) and i would always go straight to her coz she made me feel way better, but nooo shes no here so i went to M. he is such a great friend.

well we were out at lunch today and Jw was hanging around me alot, but he always does and Z thought he liked me so Z had a go at him and i was like dont be so mean and then he got cranky at me. I cried and he was like tell me wats wrong. i told him to go away but he wouldnt which made me cry more, and then i finally told him wat was wrong and he was like, ' well that wasnt that hard was it' so i was like fine then,, and i walked away.  Now were like one class away from each other and he is like being sad and pooey,, and it makes me sader and pooeyer. But he has a way of making me feel sader wen he doesn something wrong or i tell him to leave me alone. I HATE IT.

anyways he like apologised with this piece of paper that he wrote 'sorry' on and im like ohk,, but seriously i wish he would really like prove he was sorry. arrrgghhh. well now im bored again and im going to go coz i like better do my work before i get in trouble.

dont worry though.

I will be back :P

ilee always

Courtney

You Know You're In Love When...

From personal experience of being in love (which i am now) i came up with
a list of things that i have noticed i do more than ever, now that i am in
love. So i think they may be signs of being in love. Anyway here goes;

You have all his 'i love you' emails and texts saved in a folder,
so you can read them, like, everyday.

You really can't imagine what life would be without him.

You feel so comfy being yourself around him.

You daydream about him and just random things like holding his hand.

You can stare at a pic of him for hours, without noticing any flaws.

When you kiss, your knees go weak(even if you've kissed him a
million times before)

You want to spend all your free time with him - you never get sick
of hanging out.

You go out of your way to make him super happy :)

You think he is the cutest looking boy you've ever seen.

Just thinking about him brings a big smile to your face :D

Your constantly drawing love hearts with both your initials inside
them, all over your schoolbooks and random bits of paper.

You don't mind doing stupid boy things as long as you guys get to
hang out.

You make an effort to learn about the things he likes, even if its
cars or Smallville.

You think sending him stupid soppy text messages is perfectly normal.

You saw him less than an hour ago, and youre alredy missing him
like crazy.

You start wearing his clothes in public.

You dress in matching colours without realising (OMG SO TRUE)

You have a freakish ability to finish off each others sentences.

Holding hands is a must whenever you are together.

So there you go, all of these are true to me,, now see how many are true
to you...

My rainy morning

I used to always hate rainy weather,, actually i hated it until about 1 hour ago,, sudennly now i love rain and wet weather, but not as much as hot. This is because my amazing boyfriend re enacted the notebook kissing scene with me this morning and suceeded !!! :D i am soo happy,, he is just the sweetest guy, and not to mention looks soo good after being rained on. well i just thought i really had to share that with you because it made my day :)


On the other had my bestfriend E is going away for 5 days to Nelson's Bay (lucky poobum)not only would i love to be doing that but i dont know how i will survive without her, honestly, she is the crziest funnest person in the whole wide world,,(well my whole wide world anyways) so it will be really quiet and kinda boring without her,, I will miss you so much E.


be back soon ILY Courtneyy xoxo

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